我的藏獒开了我的花苞

"I know this, your body has accustomed to my ways. But now that I have a little more control over my beast I wish to love your body in a more delicate way. Is this not what you also want, you had once asked why I was gentle with Moira and not you?" How does this male remember every single thing I ever said to him or asked him even when I do not?

"That was the past and I had my insecurities, it is different now."

"But I wish to love you this way too." He states whilst plopping down upon his chair peering over his work table that possesses several records that Drakho had prepared for him last night, negotiations with the closest packs for the winter hunt, monthly trades and so on.

"To treat my body as you would do so with glass?" I ask teasingly which has him flash his teeth at me obtaining a faint chuckle from me in return.

"You know what I mean." He mumbles as he carefully reads over the scribbles striving to understand what is written. I will admit Drakho has really bad handwriting to the point that it is quite hilarious.

"I wish to speak with you on a few matters," I state as I take a step forward to sit upon the wooden chair in front of the table but freeze midway when Phobos shakes his head in objection.

"That is not the seat for you, Theia. It is only meant for the trusted males I shall invite here for negotiations."

"Then where else am I supposed to sit?" I ask as he lowers the pencil upon the table to glimpse up at me. He leans back against his chair and parts his legs wide whilst offering me his palm from across the table for me to take.

"Come." One word from him has me surrender my hand to the waiting beast as he casually steers me around the table towards his heat. He jerks me down so I tumble onto his lap, this he finds to be a more comfortable position for the both of us. "This is your seat. Always."

"Then what about Tadeas?" I ask while shifting over to toss my legs on either of his sides straddling him and this he finds even more pleasing.

"I will build him a chair if you wish."

"You will not allow him to sit on your lap?"

"No my lap is reserved only for my female." He smiles up at me whilst his brawny limbs wrap around my waist dragging me closer to his flesh until my breasts press snugly against his broad toned chest. "Tell me what is it that you wished to speak with me about."

It takes a few seconds for me to gather up my courage but he encourages me with those loving blues that pierce mine with such fondness. "First about Alpha Giovanni." Phobos visibly stiffens in his seat beneath me with a slight clench to his jaw as soon as I mention him.

"What about him?" He questions me with narrowed eyes, he does not like where this is heading but that does not stop me from proceeding further with my enquiry.

"What is your final decision, you never told me anything about it?"

"My final decision about what?" He pretends to be bewildered earning a sharp punch to his chest by my closed fist in reprimanding.

"Are you truly going to behave this way? You know exactly what I am talking about, you stupid male." Phobos merely slants his head to the side leaning the entirety of his back against the chair sitting more comfortably as he grips onto the rounded heads of the hand rests with his palms glancing up at me with unperturbed ocean blues that aggravates me further.

He feels absolutely nothing regarding this issue unlike me who is brimming on the edge of panic and worry.

"When you wish to protect other wolves who are not ours like this that too from me, it angers me Theia."

"I understand but you would be the same as me if you met them, Phobos. They are wonderful. Their Luna, Ira has become a good friend of mine and Alpha Giovanni\'s little sister Gianna is very close to me."

"Do they occupy...room here? If I annihilate them will you bleed?" He questions whilst fixing his calloused palm against my pounding heart studying my orbs with an unreadable expression.

"Yes," I answer with no hesitation.

"Theia." He groans with an overdrawn sigh and shakes his head displaying his displeasure of this truth of mine.

"Phobos." I beseech and he gives me a sluggish nod of understanding in return. He does not wish to resist me on this.

"No harm shall come to them or their lands, I shall show them mercy. I do not wish to wound you."

"You mean this? You promise?" I ask.

"They all are still breathing does it not indicate something to you? I had already sort of come to this conclusion after our last conversation on this topic. I conversed about this with my brother as well, that male Giovanni resides close to his heart. If those whom I love treasure him so much I have no right to end him." His truth has my eyes broaden with amazement.

I truthfully did not anticipate this from my male rather I thought I would have to fight him more on this. He has become so understanding and accommodating of our wishes which only makes me love him further.

I settle my forehead against his peeking down at him with a broad smile showing him just how delighted he has made me feel with this final decision. "Thank you."

"Anything for you, my female." He responds with a benign smile of his own that ignites a soothing fire in the abyss of my heart. I love him so much more than I can ever convey.

"Will you someday come with me to visit them?"

"Visit Italy?"